another day

Well, today I broke down, I think it has been a long time coming.  I had to leave morning program because I couldn't keep myself together, which isn't fair for the girls.  I ended up talking with a mom that has gone through a similar situation.  Some of what she said sounds familiar, but also, some of what she said gave me hope!!  I am trying to be strong and compassionate, but also, I am forced to be the heavy.  All those roles mixed together, can be very over whelming.  Tomorrow is a new day, and I am looking for the strength to get through the day.